Friday, December 01, 2006, Friday, December 01, 2006
eww.. im posting fer wad happened 2daes bbfor.. i was on muy way hme aft muy dance practice.. i feel a surge of loneliness.. suddnely i felt tat noone cared fer mi, i m bein alone!! i was afraid of dark, i cycled faster.. while reachin a slope n tuning to muy fav song, i nearli cried.. i felt beri down.. all were lies, i m unable to put down muy feelings fer himm.. how i wish everyting was dead, a dead has no feelings.. it can't hurt mii, oni i m allowed.. i can reject himm, even abandoned but nt to a livin ting- human.. i wish to blame him fer givin mii everyting n ltr end it??!! i wan to put himm aside, i cnt stay dellude.. i yearn to bbe enlighten n live well!! i m silly, pls blame mi