emotionally bruised^^
Sunday, August 31, 2008, Sunday, August 31, 2008
kekes, mii hab been slacking fer the whole day
muy cousins rre stil here now
dey kept pestering mii to pei dem plae fireworks
lols, it has been a long tym since dey came
actuali nid to go kovan to mak payment unfortunately de clothes were out of stock
so gotto wait when stocks rre replenish..
... sobs.. sobs...
**~ ^^ !$*^)_~#*&)
惡作劇2吻 reali nice
every drama alwax ends wid a hapi ending, if not swt ending
reali admire n even hope tt im playing those roles
silly mii, unknowingly a smile will unfurls across muy face when watching episode den episode
some scenes create a great impact to mi
its when de guy strethed his arms to hug de pathetic gurl, allow her to seek comfort in his arms
i bet if reali tt happens to mii, muy heartbeat wil skip skip skip!!
lols, sori wor, im jus mersmerized by those toughing actions
dunno when was last muy heart will skip a beat
yearn fer a protective arms to shield mi
peeps: since young i had alwax hope to be a actress
cos im able to act in drama series
in those fantasy world, happiness, sadness, friendship is more evident
apologies, its muy wishful tinking ><
$#@&~&^@@%*&(***
these few days was a struggle
bickerings occured, im unhappi
but now alrite le ba
mii will smile!!!
takkaire~

de best part of mii ish missing~
Saturday, August 30, 2008, Saturday, August 30, 2008
wok up at 8 today
dunno if its muy illusion, i saw mani scenes appearing in muy mind
throughout de nite, mani thoughts flodded muy mind
working non- stop
n now im tired, dead- beat!!

aniway ytd was 'TEACHERS DAY CELEBRATION'
de programme was interesting
however wad 's nt up to standard, i feel tt ish de deco.
sori fer muy bluntness, but comparing wid last year
dere ish still room fer improvement!!
i recall how much tym i had put in to mak every corner filled wid deco
reali thank those who had helped mii alot alot alot!!
interestingly, kelvin ish inside tooo
as de chairman of 5B.
hahas, his speech was de most lenghty one!!
hen de video was shown, i faster flopped my head beneath muy hands
shy ma, cnt blamed
aft tt went kelvin's hse, did xinmin paper1
realise tt de qns were somehow similar to prelims qns
freak!!

ue noe wad oni now i some to noe bout, online shopping.
hahas!!
i 've got the urge to grab all de clothes!!
every single piece. but de payment process gib mii a headache
i noe nth bout the payment ting.
tt stopped mii to hab further thoughts.
but now xinyi ish helping, she ish interested to buy too.
i mean its Sept holidays so, shopping spree shld start!!
lols, crazy mii..

ehx hope tt kelvin wont be bored today =D

A year of ups n dwnsX)
Wednesday, August 27, 2008, Wednesday, August 27, 2008

haha...hi everyone...kelvin is here...yup...we here to celebrate our 1 yr anni..haha...not reali an anni actuali..haha..coz we're frienz now!!!haha...



yup..she came to my hse to celebrate..in case anyone of u viewers startin to tink the wrong way, she's here,wif my grdma n sis..haha...we studied chem at the start..then haf our lunch...haha..then she keep on pesterin me to play my ps2...haha...she mish the metal slug gamed alot!!haha...then i set it up in my livin rm..,haha...started playin...we finish the whole game in less than a hour!!pro ba^^..HAHA..then i v tired..slp 4 awhile..i slp she oso lyk to take pic..dunno wat she tinkin!!haha..





then we watch the tv wif my grdma...yup...they love the drama series alot...taiwan de..haha..but im not reali interested...yup..so i went to the kitchen to prepare sumtin special 4 her..yup...i started by usin bread..then i use cheese,pork floss n sugar as my ingredients...haha..i form a heart shape usin the floss...but too bad..its BURNT!!!heartbroken..but luckily cy didn mind!!haha
after tt..she started posin!!haha



yup...after tt she stayed back to help my grdm cook..so filial rite??haha...
yup..then i sent her to the bus stop...haha...
great plans tmr aw8tin 4 us...look 4ward to everydae we're havin...
haha...(if u have not cherish ur close one...u beta do coz life is short!!!)
haha..takkaire everyone!!!
buaiz






a source of tremendous joy^^
Saturday, August 23, 2008, Saturday, August 23, 2008
haix, lost muy ez-link card
cant find it aniwhr, no idea when did i slip out of de 'BIG' hole in muy purse
hmm, haven break the news to mum yet
she mus be so disappointed
aniway jus came bac frm kelvin's hse
but didn had ani meal today jus a chilli- crab curry puff
hahas, first tym we played PS2 tgt
de car racing one was challenging, the fighting ( i was bout to win) lastly metal slug
it reminded mi, playing wid muy bros last tym
lols, kelvin ish having his POA tuition.
aft 7 he will hab to cheer mii up
YAy!!
downpour!!
my skul shoes rre soaked in those muddy water..
dis week had been a whirlwind of activities n emotional ups n downs
with de prelims goin on, im seen burying muy head in those books
tons n tons n info squeezin muy brain ><
de road to accomplishment has nt been a smooth journey
today's SS n math P1 was manageable
but i guess i stil to brush up on humanities alot alot more
ytd nite was funni, muy elder's bro stayed throughout de nite at my hse
his reason being, lazy to go hme
but he slept on de cold, hard floor.
HAHAS
im nt in de mood to study, gib mi a break??

im destined to be left alone
Monday, August 18, 2008, Monday, August 18, 2008
today was a terribly tired day
first tym in class, i doze off during eng lesson
kat was the watchman
thxs, reali appreciate!!
went to cp wid jasmin, xinyi n shaun to shop fer gifts
it was such a headache to decide wad to buy
at last while paying. an incident happened
it was lyd, some ppl actuali succeded in stealing smt candies
hmm. indeed shockin but de salesperson did nt do aniting
it reali struck mii hard, dey rre stil dressed in their uni..
i reali wonder whr does de power of confidence comes frm.
tmr will be muy prelim practical
i did prepare
stil got to wak up at de wee hours fer skul
interestingly mr chan called muy hp in de noon
askin mii to hand up de amath papers
finali get rid of St Gabriel paper, challenging paper
as i looked into de staffroom.
wid all de angles swirling under de air-con
it made mii tot bac of de days when de councillors stayed bac till late jus to do de deco
tt tym was so enjoyable
it was lyd aft those staying bac, we grew closer
every effort ish worth it
reali hope to get de chance to enjoy life soon
though mani reckon tt i was 'high' today but..
i felt tt when im alone, de smile vanished
issit tt im jus forcing e smile out
though everydae i crap alot but
i hope to mak everyone hapi
m i tokin too much??
hmmmp..
left alone!!

buck up CY
Friday, August 15, 2008, Friday, August 15, 2008
HAPI BURFDAE TO FELICIA LIM

im dog-tired
hmm.. mii feeling down again
sori..
today was a slacking day, health-check
but before tt mii, jasmin, teng went canteen to eat
it was jus de lower sec recess
den jasmin's egg dropped, de gravary spilled on my shirt
poor mii sia
oh ya i nid nort to hab muy spine ckecked.
jasmin, hwei teng n kat ish required!!
hahas, de library was stuffy, de air- con ish spoilt
however d2-04 ish diff, de conducive environment.
i occupied de front seat,
somehow feeling high, i hugged de table n kept on rocking
n crack some jokes. everyone burst into laughter
chih ren joined mii, yet he sae hugging de table was nt comfortable~
wad amusing ish tt kat called xinyi frm de canteen, asking wad mee e wan
lols sia
we nearli forgotten bout her
so started running madly down
wad a shame><
beehoon of sourse ish de nicest!!
aniwae we rre nt chased out of arasu's homeroom todae
wad a close shave!
mii n jojo ish lyd obsessed with de ppt music
its de choir!!
aft skul, shared baked rice wid jasmin
nt bad, it was full of meat n cheesy
hahas, den gossip, jun rui was olso dere
den muy saliva ish drooling, de BAKED POTATO
hahas, 50cents each
before xinyi, teng n kat's oral, practise was going on
i rmb i listend to how yong chyn read, funni!!
jojo olso laughed.
but de more interesting itng ish im consoling ShiYa
shi ish damm nervous, ai yoh
reali poor gal><
aniwae everyone KEMBETTE wor

wad on earth m i doin
Thursday, August 14, 2008, Thursday, August 14, 2008
felt so pissed off
i mean i made so mani calls to him, it was all de while engaged
i was lyd a idiot sending him dozens of msgs
why did he want to do this to mii??
possibly he ish so engrossed in his conversation wid gals or who eva i care
finali he picled up de cor, sounding as if nth had actuali happened
f*ck
i reali said tt silently in my mind
mayb im nt in de right state of mind n im blabbling all these craps
someone save mii
why i jus feel that happiness ish 4eva so distnant frm mii
im unhappy
nt even muy grades mak mii smile
a smile tt last fer a day
perhaps its reali tym fer mii cool dwn
olso fer once i clarify tt i hab broken up wid kelvin

small little notes
Thursday, August 07, 2008, Thursday, August 07, 2008
staring outside blankly
realise tt it was still raining heavily, heavy ownpour
mii goin to stay up to do A-math paper
lols, elated as im able to solve each qns n go up to a higher level of qns
aniwae xinyi invited mii to sentosa
hahas, finali the tym im was waiting long.
dey did nort left mii out, even zhihan, cheryl, jojo ish goin
fun n joy ish evident
actuali i didn reali hab a memorable tym at Sentosa before.
prior experience was solely due to Amazing race
therefore, im determined to hab a great tym!!
stress, loads of homework will be chuck aside fer 'tt day'
olso smt upset mii much was the words by Mr Arasu
he said tt i was nort showing improvements fer humanities
i replied him, yup i realise but there ish reali little i can help muyself
hmm.. i mean i did study but those facts reqiured jus ant come out at the right tym
i guess i reali hab to pull up muy socks!!
anione can assist mi??
lols..

MY HOROSCOPE FER DE DAY
Wednesday, August 06, 2008, Wednesday, August 06, 2008
Creating your own happiness is easy, especially when you get out into the world and get active! Physical movement of any kind will make your blood pump faster and get your adrenaline flowing. So get out there today and dance, jog, walk, swim, or ride a bike for a while


HEH IT REFLECTS EXACTLY WAT'S ON MUY MIND.. LOLD

, Wednesday, August 06, 2008
finali it's muy turn to use de comp
i mean its finali de opportunity to start muy grumblinng
hmm.. actuali dis few days were stuggles fer mii
felt tt im unable to catch a breath
many wild thoughts filled muy mind..
im troubled honestly
hu can i confide to?
i reali wonder
ue noe i cried while heading hme
howvever i managed to jus allow 2 traitor tears to trickle dwn
i swallowed bac muy tears
today dis qns popped up in muy mind' am i living in a way tt ppl wanted mi to be?'
pretty puzzled.
im sensitive, offended by trivial matters but cant help it
i find myself no longer trusting anione
de taste of happiness seems to hab slipped thrull mii
when was last tym tt ue had felt hapi, truly hapi fer a full 24hr??
yesterdae? de previous day? lols..
how m i going to face the world tmr??
everyting seems so far frm mii



Friday, August 01, 2008, Friday, August 01, 2008







finali finali im bac frm orchard
ehx mii decided to tak a braek n therfore went to orchard
kelvin nids to change his earpiece so..
initially i didn wanted to get change, it's such a hassle
hahas, but later as convinced
wore lelvin's kappa shirt
interestingly i look lyd a sporty gurl!!
kelvin appears dashing, he was in his blue top!!
olso add porridge at kelvin's hse
dere was tasty chicken wing n beans!!
LOL =D
on de train, bumb into david, he's lonely..
lols, olso i attempted to some physics qns..
headache, im lyd stuck.. S0S
upon reaching orchard, we 2 blur sotong headed to de wrong exit
it suppose to be EXIT E
aniway finally got out of the MRt station?!
de moment i stepped into de shopping mall, i held muy breath
i mean reali its such a classy place tt everyone seems preety well-off.
at tt moment, i felt incomparable to dem
sori fer feeling tt way kelvin..
instantly, i told muyself, i ought to grab de opportunity now n work hard
no empty promises will be made!!
i promise!!!!!
hahas, aniwae by pure coincidence, saw derick too..
he ish accompanied by his fren, olso at SONY ERICSSON SERVICE CENTRE
it was oni aft he called mi den i realised him~
guess wad, the LD screen ish screening Mr Bean X)
haha...yup...then me n kel dwn thr watchin 4 a monent...but soon after,we went back to our shoppin spree!!!!
haha...yup...
we went to see the toys exibition,ate the chicken ball n chickenstick..
n i bought kel a nice file...
haha...seems lyk he lyk dog alot X)
i had scanned thru every wallet n bags!!!
they were so amazin...almoz all had enthralled mi
haha..
but in the end , we still walked out empty-handed..
haha...sori..i did not haf the courage to buy..
n we were currently savin moni X)
after tt, we wen to crystal jade to buy the bo luo bun..haha...
nice man!!!
haha..then we also bought a cake...
wif heart shape de...nice oso^^
haha...yup...
then we went back...
tirin dae...btw,im goin 4 a haircut le!!!
buaix everyone!!