im sowie tat i actuali kicked muy bro hard as he secretly used e nokia70.. he jus wanted to plae wid it but i was too selfish. i oni allowed muyself to touch it... i was too harsh, i was selfish.. wadd a sis i was??!! im a failure.. i hab no excuses but to apologise..
dis holidae i experience alot, workin part time den quit, sianx.. ended relationship, camp, muy careferr livin of life thrul e holidae.. de ending of it bothered mi alot.. it has become de cause of muy change, im nt behavin lyk muyself, de gal i m last tym.. anyone feel it?? puttin an act in front but deep inside i felt helpless, lonely.. nt knowin how shld i react to de prob.. wadd was de best solution? tall mii.... i can oni blame muyself fer all had happened.. i hate wad i m now, yearnin ppl's sympathy??!! im daydeamin, it ist tym fer mi to stand up again.. i wil bbe hu i m.. no fear nd to carry on.. i wish i could.. reali +)