Wednesday, January 30, 2008, Wednesday, January 30, 2008
hmm.. muy eyes rre watery, i feel lyd crying.. dis few days hab been under alot of stress, mak mii cant breathe tt easily le.. veri unhappy, got to wash muy own clothes nd go hungry sometimes.. i olso nt sure yy im torturing muyself!! can i choose?? i jus hope tt i can end everyting, forget all of the unhappiness.... i dunno wad to sae, i wan to do well in muy studies nd olso i wan to protect dis relationship!! can i get this two tings at the same tym?? the confidence level for most of the tings ish dropping.. i dunno wad can i do, wad i shld do nd how am i goin to do tings.. i nid comfort, a shoulder to cry on.. sobs sobs.. but i will learnt to be strong, dun do silly tings.. ^^