hiees, mii jus came bac fm skul..
was wid jasmin to finish those dreadful loads of work.
managed to complete revison5 paper1
olso i caught a guppy, require much effort sia.
it was a hilarious act, opps~~
hehes!!!mani happenings in skul.
i even was commented bout muy costume till i cried
wearing dis costume reali sparked off rounds of whisperings
i have to bit muy lips n be strong
noone noe how much muy heart ish struggling.
how much i wanted to cry..
aniwae on our way bac went to old chang kee
actuali hoping to taste the newest ' Chilli crab' curry puff
sadly, it was SOLD OUT..
but stil bought carrot cake, at chilli..
yum.. yum
kelvin was at SK wid anna, tutoring her POA
i shouldnt hab disrupted their conducive environment
aniwae i left aft a small chat
coincidentally met sabrina at de bus-stop
hahas, it has been since a long tym we chat
den she told me she misunderstood de dates on de board as days to 0levels
t ish de dates to Prelims
as de days rre nearing, i felt muy tension mounting
however i felt muy mind totally blank
at dis monent i tild muyself no emoing le but..
i cant control..
off to study le ><
today was just a dull day
i din hab de amt of concentration i shld put in to muy studies
i 'hve got to grapple dis problem
im distracted
trains of thoughts filled muy mind. fully
in de midst of doing amath , i brokedown, frustrated..
or its aint a bad ting to cry sometym
its a way to let go feelings tt had been supressed inside fer long
i just wan to scream n lose control
laughing so hard hurts like hell..
at dis point, im metally and physically drained
had been on de intensive studying track, jus aiming to reach muy destination
mani tings happened
making mii change as a result
to a different person i believe.
i didn reali got the chance to sort out muy thoughts
so preoccupied it seems as though, every matter tt occur was nt settled
initially had plans to celebrate Qi Ming's burfdae however, it will be too late so
out of a sudden i felt a shiver running down muy spine
im feeling' negative'..
jasmin n zhi han sae muy amath ans alwas had a negative sign, i shld tink positively..
wad a joke..
as usual we stayed bac fer Amath but we hab new- comers ( jasmin, monica)
during dis period of tym ish when i wil laughed so heartily becos of de jokes..
but actuali dis few days heard numerous encouraging words
muy confidence ish boosted, i will soon unleash muy potentials!!
just wait n see..
ahead of mi ish a promising future..
and fer those troubling thoughts, i will laugh off muy tears of saddness and get a grip of muyself!!
gud luck fer ST to everyone..
start now, end of procrastination!!
humps~
suprisingly its friday..
as usual stayed in skul wid frens to consult amath
dis practice ish ideal making mii more willing to learn
cracked alot of jokes, n silly stuffs happened
tt was wad i am hours before, now
its just a totally diffrent case
split personalities i presumed
jus had my dinner
those dishes ordered didn reali taste nice
no appetite n mood bahx.
aniwae having ST n amath mock exams on mon
will be hell once again
am i reali depressed today??
reali hope to hide at a corner n wept lyd a small gal
too mani superficial tings

finali got muy break
ate a cheese waffle
cant reali concentrate on muy math problems solving
maybe nort in de mood todae
mani tings happened within dis short period of time
certainly overcoming those obstacles require lots of determination
im sure of muy decision
i believe aft dis tough period of time, i wil enjoy de fruit of success
dun try to ask mii wad im implying
interestingly i dun reali noe too
everytime im sad, i will allow muyself to fall into de melody of songs
at dis point of tym, saddness, helplessness filled mii
nt sure wad shld be done
aniwae, i finished muy 0level chinese le..
end here le..